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Dear Friends,
Today's race was tough -- the kind of race that would hurt even if you came
into it fresh. The race today was 1 hour and 23 minutes long and we
averaged 24.6 mph. My average heart rate was a few beats over my lactate
threshold, and according to my heart rate monitor, I was anaerobic today for
62 minutes.
But despite the suffering, today was a good day -- I cornered well and
stayed upright. I even jumped in with a 7 person break today, with about 8
laps to go. Unfortunately, the pack wasn't going to let us go anywhere.
The break lasted for about half a lap. I could tell right then that I
wasn't going to have much of a kick left for the finish. I sat up and tried
to recover, but I had been anaerobic so long that I was pretty much shot.
I finished with the pack, my strength and will sapped. In retrospect, I
think that I could have pushed myself a little harder -- of course, that's
always true. If you cross the finish line without blacking out, then you
always could have gone harder.
But here's my explanation (bear with me while I explain this): One of my
favorite books to read in the bathroom is a collection of adventures by
Richard Feynman. Feynman, if you didn't know, is probably the smartest
physicist and best lecturer on the subject in the last 100 years. So,
naturally, he's a skeptic and carries around more than a block of wood on
his shoulders. One story is about Feynman getting hypnotized, and naturally
at first he doesn't buy into magic and hypnotism. He doesn't think that
being hypnotized "forces" anyone to behave in a certain way. However, after
being hypnotized himself, Feynman has a revelation by the end of the
chapter. He says that while he was hypnotized, he was always aware that he
could decide whichever action he wanted. But he never "wanted" to take the
action that was not suggested by the hypnotist. He said that he "could"
disobey the hypnotist but he never "wanted" to. Therefore, is there any
difference between "could" and "wanting"? Makes you wonder...
Just in case you are concerned, I don't hypnotize myself before races. (At
least not yet.) I'm only making the point that even after racing 83
minutes, I felt that I "could" have gone harder at the end. But I didn't
"want" to. I think it was my fatigued body playing tricks on my mind, in
much the same way as a hypnotist.
I *wish* tomorrow was a rest day. Hopefully the massage after the race
today will help.
Thanks for reading!
David
Race Summary:
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Race: Heritage Square Classic Criterium
Location: Sheboygan, WI
Date: 7/25/2002
Distance: 45 laps (approx 35 mi)
Course: About 0.7 mi per lap. One short climb per lap. Four 90 degree
corners and one rounded chicain (sp?).
Weather: 75 F at the start. 82 F at the end.
Duration: 83 minutes
Riders starting: 70+
Riders finishing: approx. 50?
My placing: pack (30th?)
Notes: Rode hard. Got in a break that didn't stick. Couldn't push hard in
the last two laps.
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